divorce

if anyone noticed, this past week i changed my profile song to "if i fall" an awesome song by the dixie chicks.
Because my husband decided to tell me via email that he wants to terminate our marriage, doesnt want counseling, and he doesnt love me anymore (at all)i can only look up. because after a day of sobbing uncontrollably, and not eating, well, up is the only way you can go.
so i have a new song. as i get my friend to embed it, ill leave you with the lyrics. it s my new anthem :) enjoy, it'll be on my prof. for your listening pleasure within the next day or so.
one positive thing about this pending divorce, is perhaps when its all said and done, i know damn well that i will not be settling for a man with a libido that does not supercede (or match, at least) my own.
so i'm officially on the market, coming to a stateside near you ;)
My gut tells me he hasnt had the courtesey to wait for the divorce to be finalized, to find someone new, but he is still in denial, as he is a smart man. infidelity is not only an ugly word, it is a ucmj article violation, and a career ender. so he's smarter than i give him credit for)
so enjoy the lyrics to my new anthem :) ill be damned if some dude with no class that ive only known five (ouch) years has me moping around all goddamned day.
FYI, next time, i'm marrying for class. and money.


i take it in stride one day at a time,
if i ask no questions i hear no lies,
how come blessings only come in disguise,
i try to emphasize as i vocalize,
aint nothin gunna get between me and flow,
aint nothin gunna come between me and my afro.
my man just left what do ya know,
easy come easy go,
he came out of the blue,
and went right back into it,
he had to forfeit cause he couldnt get with it,
called it quits and when he split
he said he didnt have time for my juvenial bull shit,
ive had enough failed relationships,
i dont get far cause im not equiped
i believe that the world should revolve around me
im to the point of a partnership,
it wont be long till i start to trip,
yes sirr-e the world should revolve around me,
theres only one me in the galaxy,
i am an indangered species,
this kind of flower dont grow on earth
just lettin ya know for what its worth
this kind of action can cause a
not for nothin but what came first
the chicken nugget or the egg mcmuffin
i got talent and i got tits,
i know ill find another guy that wants to get with it,
im not convinced that im a
one mans pleasure is another mans chore,
ive had alot of failed relationships,
i dont get far cause im not equipped
i believe that the world should revolve around me,
im to the point of a partnership
it wont be long till i start to trip,
yes sirr-e the whole world should revolve around me,
i know i rock and what i got is hot,
you know i got alot,
cause all that trippin youve got to stop
before you know it your ass be droppin
in turn with my biological clock,
since i never grow old no,
keep screwin' that bitch from down the block,
i dont need you around i know i rock,
ive had alot of failed relationships,
i dont get far cause im not equipped,
i believe that the world should revolve around me,
im to the point of a partnership,
it wont be long till i start to trip,
yes sirr-e the whole world should revolve around me,
ive had alot of failed relationships,
i dont get far cause im not equipped,
i believe that the world should revolve around me,
im to the point of a partnership,
it wont be long till i start to trip,
yes sirr-e the whole world should revolve around me